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FAMILY TYME

2008-06-18T12:39:00.001-07:00

Well, i'm at london now..
Crowborough to be exact..
Such a cool place..remind me of my kampung that i never had.
But wat a tyme i am having..
Practically wacking mom's dishes everyday..
Laughing at dot's obviously stupid jokes..
So this is really soothing me, the family thang..
Something that i was direly missing in kay jay..
Well, had some gud lads ova here..
Mai, Steph, Ee Ling and my seven gigly angels..
Tun, Ash, Vara, Liana, Dayah, Sofea & Lydia..
Have the tyme of my life...
Only wished my 'garden of heaven' was here

JUST THE TWO OF US

2008-04-03T20:47:00.000-07:00

Was driving to skul today and will smith' s song was next on the line. It sounded really good especially the lyrics. Miss my angel...Here are some of the lyrics

Touched your head gently felt my heart melt
Cause I know I loved you more than life itself
Then to my knees and I begged the lord please
Let me be a good daddy all he needs
Love knowledge discipline too
I pledge my life to you

Let God deal with the things they do
Cause hate in your heart will consume you too
Always tell the truth say your prayers
Hold doors pull out chairs easy on the swears
Youre living proof that dreams do come true
I love you and Im here for you

Sounds really good hey...

THE NEW GENERATION

2008-03-27T02:22:00.000-07:00

Well, today was a fun day...lecturing media writing to 'new generation' students

Well, they made my day..I really felt appreciated.

And what is more important is I think i made them felt appreciated..they are a bunch 123 fine lads..

Will be sleeping with a smile tonite..

Thanks a million guys..

STRAIGHT FROM THE HEART

2008-03-22T02:14:00.000-07:00

Life is hard rite and unfair at times...

I always cherish people for who they are, watching them smile, laugh, cry and all sort of stuff..

I always try to see the best in them..but the one i trust the most just dont 'see' me.

Maybe Im trying too hard but rest assured Im doing from my HEART

May Allah be with me..

A WALK IN THE PARK...

2008-03-21T00:25:00.000-07:00

Thought yesterday would be another boring day...nevertheless it was a fun walk in the park.

Hanging out wit my fren of 20years, the same old Arab..with few others too, Mitch, Bali and Chu Yen..

But it was all good..Went to Mid Valley, followed mitch for a soon to be 'father-in-law' shopping spree...Chelsea, Chelsea..

Then went to IOI, they wanted to get new specs from the all time greatest optometrist fren of mine, Angah...

Then we had a lepaking session at the water lily cafe..came back at 12 and then off to do LAN..haha

in the end, it was a fine day..

DOWN MEMORY LANE

2008-03-16T21:17:00.000-07:00

Its been a week since updating my blog..Guess wat! My mom was here for the past 10 days! And wat a rite time she came...

So basically the last ten days there were plenty of soul searching moments by my GURU of soul, the one and only Madam Biby, my dear mother...

I think i have found myself and thanx to you ma, I know what my days are ahead...

I know now i need a break, a desperate one indeed..Come April, Phuket and Gaborone City get ready for me...

Ma and Dot, big shoutout to you all...thanx for standing by me through good and rough times..Thats Family rite!! What a blast of ten days..love every second of of it.

Inset: Me and my Guru at Camp Nou

GARDEN OF HEAVEN

2008-02-26T00:55:00.000-08:00

raudahtul jannah...

Never in my mind such a small angel can have such an impact on my life..

She keeps me going...

She keeps me striving...

She keeps me smiling...

She keeps me alive...

FAITH NO MORE

2008-02-20T21:29:00.000-08:00

read a fantastic comment on trust recently in a local newspaper..the writer, a creative editor said

'When you lose trust and discover the reasons why, you wise up quickly and move on. You wouldn't have to kick yourself in the rear for although you've lost trust in someone, you know that there are the ones who have lost the most'

This quote did made realise why I am blaming myself and shouting to the skies and grumbling endlessly? A fren will always stand by a fren at all times..watever the circumstances are. Sad to say i learnt about it late. Life goes on though..Found a heart of diamond along the way.

Precious and incomparable.